[Al Skierkiewicz]

Ian,
You will look back on this time in a different light when you are older. As an adult, I am unable to get the Eagle award, that is one of my greatest disappointments in life. It is not just a badge, it is an outward sign that you can complete something you start, that you are a leader instead of a follower, and that you stand alone as all look up to you. It is unfortunate that there is not the same recognition for girls. (i.e. a universally understood sign of the above traits.) We all know you can achieve this goal, but you alone can make it happen.
As for the younger kids, have patience, without you knowing it they are looking up to you for guidance.
Good luck on your path to Eagle.