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My greatest fear is not knowing what's going to happen in the future. There are so many uncertainties, and I have no idea what I should do to make sure it will work out the best for me. Because of this fear, a lot of times I find myself not able to decide what to do, so I choose to wait and see what happens instead.
The funny thing about this year is, I wasn't even going to do this much with FIRST. I didn't do much of anything during 6 weeks, and I planned to only volunteering at Sacramento and spectate the SVR competition. I ended up attending 4 regionals, being score keeper at all 4 of them, and score keeping at the Curie Field at Championship event too. See, I didn't plan for any of these to happen, but it ended up working out really well. What if it doesn't happen again?
I guess I learn to deal with things as they come across me, and try to make the best out of the situation. But what's going to happen if I don't get the break I had in the past years?
There are many uncertainties in my coming future, and it will probably be one of the greatest challenges I've ever been through. I just hope I can get through them some day.
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Hardware Test Engineer supporting RE<C, Google.
1999-2001: Team 192 Gunn Robotics Team
2001-2002: Team 100, 192, 258, 419
2002-2004: Western Region Robotics Forum, Score Keeper @ Sac, Az, SVR, SC, CE, IRI, CalGames
2003-2004, 2006-2007: California Robot Games Manager
2008: MC in training @ Sac, CalGames
2009: Master of Ceremony @ Sac, CalGames
2010: GA in training @ SVR, Sac.
2010-2011: Mechanical Mentor, Team 115 MVRT
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