[Jeff Waegelin]

Uncertainty.

I have this incredible desire to know absolutely everything that is going on. I don't like making decisions unless I know whats going on from every side and angle, and I always like to know what other people think, first. It means when I make a decision, I always know I'm right, but it can be a major burden, too. Making a decision when I don't know what's going on scares the crap out of me. Now, I find myself faced with certain issues where I don't know how someone will react to things I say or do, and it scares me. I want to do everything right and be liked, but when things are uncertain, it's really hard for me just to go with the flow and let things happen.