*points to picture* That's why I can't get a date. Nonetheless, the reason I don't just ask someone out if because I have before and instead of saying No or something....they made fun of me. They said yes and then turned into a big joke. It was horrible and it hurt worse then any rejection could have. I mean...it's bad enough kids are cruel to you without you going out and seeking it too.

My school is really small and there aren't alot of people there. The only real friend I have is my bbf Sara and she's going to be taking her jerk of a boyfriend, Dan, and that means he'll control her all night. It's a long story about the two of them but in general...it means that I wont have any fun if I go with her. Your other suggestion about taking a cousin or relative of mine is a great idea....only problem....all my cousins and relatives are like...10 years older then me. It would be awkward nonetheless.

And if you think that's bad enough I need to tell you this cause it'll just show how horrible the human race can be at times...

A classmate of mine, Paul, and I were playing soccer in gym today when I accidentaly knocked into him trying to get the ball and he yelled "*beep beep beep* Move MOOMOO!" at me. I hadn't been called MooMoo in a very long time and it hurt alot. I spent the entire lunch period in the girl's bathroom crying because of him and few other kids who decided to torment me. This is one of the reasons I love being on my robotics team...they don't say things like that to me. They just...accept me. They may not like me, and that's ok, but they don't call me hurtful things or poke fun. Oh...and don't say "Take one of them" because that would just be bad. They're my teammates and I wouldn't want to ask any of them for fear of rejection again this year. Oh yes....this is my senior prom so I do want to go very badly. I may just end up asking a teammate....