[Eugenia Gabrielov]

I'm sorry this happened to you. There's no reassuring "it's not that bad" thing I can think of to say, because I can only imagine how you feel right now.

At least take heart that you're probably already accepted in a college, and you don't have to deal with the admin ever again, very very soon (probably). I wish you the best of luck with everything. Just remember, you did what you thought was right, and even if doing something else would have changed everything, you needn't worry about what you could have done.