I would recommend trying to assert yourself within the sub-team. Ask questions, learning techniques within whatever program you are learning. If you find that you can no longer handle it, then maybe programming is not for you. Check out the different sub-teams, and find a sub-teams that interests you. If you find yourself thinking "hey, that looks really interesting", spend the meeting with the mentor of the sub-team, and ask questions about it.
PM (private message) me if you have any questions about what each sub-team does. I would be glad to answer any question you have. That's what we do here on CD.
