[Al Skierkiewicz]

First of all,
Everyone, and I mean everyone, matures at a different rate. For some it takes a lifetime and for others it happens when their parents thrust it upon them. You are about average from where I sit. Now that you know you are "mediocre" you can start to do something about it. You do not have thirty or forty years of bad habits to overcome, you have maybe two or three. Change the ones you want and nurture those that don't need the change. Take a hold of your life.
I quote movies from time to time and one of the best was from "Oh God". George Burns acting as God in the film says "I give you everything you need to succeed. How you use it is up to you." Remember if everyone was famous and everyone performed great deeds, how would you know? Some people stand out and are recognized for that something. But many of us do our jobs everyday, have fun and help others. We might have a chance to do something that is recognized, but we are making a difference none the less.