Dilemma

[davidthefat]

That was my mentality when I first made the decision that I would drop football next year. Because I realized my passion that my age will not be hindered by is robotics/programmimg. That was a low part of my life, right after hearing of a news of someone passing away. I don't want to say much, but he was an inspiration to me and others around him. I guess the choice I made was highly influenced by that. However, the disadvantages still do hold their weight. One may ask why I am making decisions about my senior year during my junior year, not even half a semester is done. It is just my personallity, I have to have plans, I do not like things unexpected very much.


Yes you are correct, it has to come from my heart, but your heart can sometimes be swayed by emotions. You know the teenage heart can easily be persuaded.

I don't know, I personally want to play that last year of football, but thinking of how well I can pull my grades off. Sometimes a man has to know when enough is enough.

I really want to pour out all my efforts into my robotics team next year and make it a great team (come on, 10 years of mediocracy?) I do not know if that will be possible with football.


May be I will opt out of that internship and do summer school and get my art credit so I can do robotics class and football. But I do not want to blow a big opportunity like that either.


Life is pretty harsh, such hard decisions at an early age. The choice I make now will affect the rest of my life...