Hi, I am new to chief Delphi and from the looks of it, chief Delphi seems to be where the serious conversations take place. I honestly just need advice on where to go after this. My dilemma is that, I haven’t really been enjoying robotics as much as I have been in the past. This is my third year and honestly its just getting to me where at the point it seems to be a pointing game with students, and where I just feel incompetent because even though this is my third year, I just feel incredible pressure to not mess up, and when I do it honestly just hurts. Overall I feel like I’m not doing this anymore because this is fun and to learn. Im just doing this to go through a process and I just feel incredibly incompetent overall since my freshmen year like, when I mess up, I just feel so much on me. Im not sure and my feelings are a bit jumbled.
TLDR; This is my third year I feel incredibly disheartened I dont feel like revealing myself in respect to privacy and I just feel so incompetent at everything overall, like everyone just thinks im a disappointing 3rd year who couldnt quite make it up to the mark.
Should I just leave FRC if it isnt getting fun for me anymore at all.
Thanks for hearing me out and sorry if this comes off as cringe