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Coach on team #246, a FIRST-aholic, from John D. O’Byrant High School/Boston Latin Academy and NSTAR/Boston University/Wentworth Institute of Technology/MassPEP.
Posted on 4/14/2000 11:38 PM MST
In Reply to: The Transition posted by Kate on 4/14/2000 12:52 PM MST:
(ok kate… i’m finally finishing it!)
‘There is no end. There is no beginning. There is only the infinite passion of life.’ -Federico Fellini
so i came to this new team at BU with lots of great expectations- figuring that the hardest part of it all would be keeping my hands of the joysticks after 3 years of driving and many awards stacked up in my favor… whether coach or not, i honestly felt it would be the hardest part…
– ‘In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.’
- Albert Camus –
unfortunately for me- that was the dead easiest… then i thought maybe the different type of team would be hard to adjust to- from a small town team with complete community and sponsor support, tons of volunteers, many kids, a geniunely great team… to a college sponsored team kind of scrounging for money and sponsorship… with a couple kids, a college students, and a few great engineers volunteering their time… but that was easy too… they were some of the best kids i’ve ever met in my life… it was one of the best teams… and NSTAR came through for us with sponsorship… it was going great…
but the hardest part, i found, was quite similar to kate’s… our team headed off to the jersey regional… and maybe we never rose from 40th seed, but we had a blast… i never thought going to wearing a gold medal the year before to finishing last could feel so incredibly great… but it did, we did awesome despite what any score could post up… i was proud…
then for old time’s sake, i went to the CT. regional, and i, for the first time, realized how at home i felt among my old team, and how much i didn’t (in some ways, not all)… on my new one… i started to miss it… and i didn’t realize until then how little i had roamed the pits in jersey and just had the time to meet up with old friends… that’s when the real hard part began…
…then nationals came, and i was ready for it to all settle together… but something was still missing… the robot totally worked, and we went 5 for 7 with our matches… and so, we didn’t get picked, we still had fun… but then i went to cheer on my old crew as they headed into the finals… and i realized that’s where my heart was, and i think always will be… there’s something hard about leaving home… there’s a core place in my heart for that gael force team that can never (and i would never want it to) be replaced…
–‘Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.’ -Gilda Radner –
so to say there was/is a transition, i really don’t see it happening… i’ll admit, there’s issues here that i don’t like, and times a many where it’s just so easy to say ‘hey, i’m going to back to my old team…’ or i could just join another in the area… and i don’t think that feeling will ever leave… but i’m trying my hardest to make my mark here, to pass on to these kids the feeling/trust/loyalty, you name it, that i have towards my old team… to think that maybe i could be just that good to leave them with the same effect that the wonderful people in clinton have left on me…
–‘I cannot say whether things will get better if we change; what I can say is they must change if they are to get better.’ -G. C. Lichtenberg –
so the hard part i’m in the middle of right now… deciding exactly what, how, when, where things will happen next year… the transition hasn’t quite happened yet… i’ve never felt pushed aside or left in the back, because i’ve never let myself… it’s just a matter of deciding if my heart can ever feel at home here…
– ‘I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them. Cherish them. And never forget they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what’s truly important. It’s not just life – but living. It’s the journey, the destination, and all points in
between. And I must admit, I like what I see.’ –
…and all i can say right now is thank you to all the so many people who make my decision -that- hard… it’s worth every bit of loyalty i feel…rick, rob, jorge, jim, jeanne, morrison, mr.o, gordon, peter, lish, buzz, andy, t2 - t6, kato, rach, timmy, em, lisa, marianne, dave… every one one of you…
…and to thank all the friends that make me feel so at home at FIRST, that no matter what team i’m on, i know i have a place and some team to take me in… kate, lora, anton, mr.b, ron, andy, joe, chris, dave, pat, chris, steve, rob, ken, jon, aaron (love ya kid), mike, erin, kirsten, erica… and every one of you i know i’m forgetting…
‘If I have a belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it, even if I may not have had it in the beginning.’ -Mahatma Gandhi
‘A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.’ -Lao Tzu
‘Within me lies a superhero who is swift and strong and comes to the rescue of those who need her. She prefers, however, not to wear a cape.’